So… First of all, I’m so sorry that I haven’t been online in ages. There is no excuse, but I’m going to attempt to explain what’s been going on.

First of all, January is known as Hell Month at my school for a reason. And it’s true, grade 11s here really do have the toughest year academic-wise. I’ve been missioning it on projects, tests, papers, etc. for the past month, and now I’m just getting to the end of exam week. Today is my last exam. Finally reaching this point has been hella stressful.

Second, I’ve been in and out of doctor’s offices all month. I’m being tested for diabetes, I have low iron and along with my liver disease, I’m being scheduled to have my gallbladder removed sometime soon. Not to mention the fact that I have four impacted molars which I will be having pulled soon as well as having my lower jaw set forward. Which sucks.

And third, the girl I love has been pushing me towards a breakdown this past month and just when I’m not sure how much more I can take, she decides to walk out of my life entirely. I love her like I’ve never loved another person before; not a guy, save alone for a girl. Mutual friends of ours have been speculating that she’s afraid of her sexuality (which wouldn’t surprise me) and therefore she’s pushing me away as a way to get rid of the fear. I don’t know. Either way, I am struggling right now to stay in her life as best as I possibly can… I know that’s not healthy for me when the pain I’m going through is enough to trigger me, but I made promises I intend to keep… And she is just not someone you walk away from. Oh no.

Basically, I have been lucky enough to have time for any of my friends in real life right now; I consider it a blessing when I have time for sleep nowadays. An RP seemed way past my capacity to stretch this past month. I’m still contemplating on whether or not I’ll be coming back to stay, but I’ll let you guys know by Friday. If I do, I certainly won’t be as active as I once was, but I’m hoping I’ll still be able to find time for you guys. I’ve been keeping up to date as best as I can, so I know about the time skip and whatnot. Anywho, thank you all for being so patient, I really do appreciate it. Love you all. If you need anything, my personal is http://widegreeneyes.tumblr.com . <3

OOC: I don’t think I have a straight ship in any of my fandoms. This makes me happy.

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey.

H-hey Dave… How are you?

I’ve been really busy. How are you?

I know…

Better. Got two of my casts off yesterday. Now I can finally walk, well, limp on my own.

That’s good. I… I’ve missed you.

I’ve missed you too, Dave. What… What happened to us? We haven’t spoken in ages.

I… I don’t know… I kinda had a lot happen and… I’m sorry.

Don’t be sorry, Dave. Are you alright? Is everything okay?

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey.

H-hey Dave… How are you?

I’ve been really busy. How are you?

I know…

Better. Got two of my casts off yesterday. Now I can finally walk, well, limp on my own.

That’s good. I… I’ve missed you.

I’ve missed you too, Dave. What… What happened to us? We haven’t spoken in ages.

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

A-are you sure?

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I wanted to invite you to Alex’s place on Christmas day. It’s the first Christmas Alex, Nessa and I are spending away from home, so I think you should come spend it with us. :)

Yeah, don’t worry. 

Thanks, Rory for the invitation… really… that’s really great. But I don’t want to bother you guys… 

Don’t be so silly. Come enjoy a Flanagan-style Christmas. The more the merrier, we’ll be missin’ our family somethin’ fierce, so it’ll be good to have people over. ;)

Okay… I’ll go.

Are you invinting anyone else? 

Not sure yet. I may invite Rachel, Quinn, Kurt and Blaine. If they aren’t busy. And of course Dave.

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

A-are you sure?

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I wanted to invite you to Alex’s place on Christmas day. It’s the first Christmas Alex, Nessa and I are spending away from home, so I think you should come spend it with us. :)

Yeah, don’t worry. 

Thanks, Rory for the invitation… really… that’s really great. But I don’t want to bother you guys… 

Don’t be so silly. Come enjoy a Flanagan-style Christmas. The more the merrier, we’ll be missin’ our family somethin’ fierce, so it’ll be good to have people over. ;)

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey.

H-hey Dave… How are you?

I’ve been really busy. How are you?

I know…

Better. Got two of my casts off yesterday. Now I can finally walk, well, limp on my own.

kissofirishluck:

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey Rory, how are you?

Much better, thanks Lauren. Got my casts off yesterday. And how are you?

That’s great, Rory! I’m glad that you are getting better :)

A-are you sure?

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I wanted to invite you to Alex’s place on Christmas day. It’s the first Christmas Alex, Nessa and I are spending away from home, so I think you should come spend it with us. :)

karofskythefury:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey.

H-hey Dave… How are you?

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

lauren-badass-zizes:

kissofirishluck:

Hello.

Hey Rory, how are you? 

Much better, thanks Lauren. Got my casts off yesterday. And how are you?

That’s great, Rory! I’m glad that you are getting better :)

And, well… for me.. I’m fine…

You don’t sound so fine, Lauren. What’s up?